break ups & make ups

So much gossip to spill and so much to say. Ok my party turned out okay. In fact grrreat! lol :D. My friends came alyssa and raven and some other people. Then my boyfriend called and i broke up with him. I didn't break up with him becuz he cheat or anything it was because we didnt have no classes together and not only that i hardly ever see him. Which sucks. So i ended it. No boo hoo thing. Just...ended it.  Actually he got over me pretty fast. Real fast.
I'm not saying i'm jealous or anything but hes moving on. Then he texted my cuz and said ask me if we can still be friends. I said sure why not i dont hate you ...so y not speak. So afterschool today he was with another girl my besttfriend friend. He was like hugging her and following her. He can get clingy. She kept moving him away but he grabbed her waist!!! LoL i have a feeling he's making me jealous becayse he saw when i was headed to my busstop so he fooled around in FRONT OF MY BUS! on purpose. Then he would look 2 see if i was lookin'. I didnt. So i was beyond shock wen he called my house. He's taking the breakup good..So when he was getting off.

he said ''i love you'' then quickly added ''as a friend'' and got off. WOW! smh...

Disaster

Disater eveytime i do something. Dunno why but it all ways end up in a disater. Like tomorrow im so nervous about the party its not even funny. Im sweating bullets emailing people and have a bad feeling about it all. So...im taking it slow. My sister is freaking stressing me out about jobs and mean bosses and all of that. Did you kno she used to work for the mayor of baltimore Shelia Dixon? Yeah and my sister said she got kicked out of office. Seriously should i care about this stuff..at all?  I kno for a few days i havent beenn giving you the scoopa about celebs only the scoop about me which tends to be boring...so im a stick a little bit celeb drama in there! oh snap do u kno about american idol? Simon got kicked out!  Yessss...im late lol. But he got kicked out now people is not intimidated by him. Also another incoming news in taylor lautner on steriods? Sources say that a  boy cant be that strong without no help? Wow back to american idol did u see that girl in the blue dress when she started to sing even though the judges is telling her to stop she kepps going on. lmfaooooo

*huh if i think this party's going 2 be tough imagine my sweet 16!*

(me)

Man.Oh man. I am never ever planning a party! ever! it's 1) it's 2 much work. I have 2 let some people down and i cant reach the limit of over 6 friends! Do you have any idea how hard that is? Very hard. I mean i kno so many people its  a shame. If i tell certain people about my party and then some people overhear then its going 2 be a big problem. A humangous problem. Then i invited like 10 people so im kicking off 4. unfortunately and i have to say sorry were overpacked. Besides i know my sister might cancel the party it's just 2 much.....Food, drinks...and i am suppose to find us something to do. Yikes. Turtle races, uh...truth or dare...um (still thinking) Have a snowball fight outside....have contests and more!!!!! This party is in 4 a rude awakening. smh...

suck it up (marathon of pep talk)

I kno i shown my weak side to u all. It was a diifucult. So i shouldnt be moping around. But do  soemthing about it. Pll learn from me. U got a problem suck it up. I'm not saying to be all botled up and have some serious issues and make exuces. No learn to face ur problem head 2 head. Like a true person (girls) face it n be a women about it! (men) face it like a warrior like the men  u  guys are.....btw which u guys arent were teens..no rush they're! i soo not ready to pay bills and all that. I like 2 stay young for a little while anf=d not push it 2 its limits. To end a problem do not avoid it because it makes thingsmuch worse. Really ive lived through it i saw it and i saw eveything. so i pass on the word. Plus you ppl rite now think im all mighty. But i write anything on this blog any chance i get and i will take the oppurtunity anytime to pep up my blog i made in 2010. Starting the new year irresponsible but i will hange..oh gosh lol im startin' to sound like a pastor *(do not wan dat)* anywho....IM CHERRIN UP things looking gooder now that i got rid of the probs in my life from my previous blog posts (wink)

pain.....

 

These few blogpost have been painful for me 2 write i cant tell any1 and then ....watever. My sister i just want her 2 come back home. She took the wrong path..yes but we will miss her. She was eveything 2 me n i hope she will return. I'm moping online. Ugh i feel like a nerd with no life. Literally. I promise myself im going 2 get throught this. Get focous on school and get good grades and impress my parents n be tthe only child that they had succeed with flying colors. The reason bruno mars is a role model for me rite now cuz he is a singer tht just songs express my life right now. We all have ways 2 express our emotions. Minez is writing. Do u knmo wen u lost a person..u wish they were here was rite here rite now. So im going 2 write wat i feel. LISTEN to bruno mars - long distance! right now. When u read this.

shark in the water

Have all of a suuden my life have exactly like degrassi but middle school version? Yes it have. My so called friend is suddenly want to become some 1 she isnt. Oh the tittle..its the degrassi song that something is in store for these specific highschool students. But for me it means my life is grtting a whole lot complicated and its my birthday week starting 2moroww. So heres my complications. 1) my so called friend is becoming a ho..not a ho a slut. No offense but she met a guy over da internet ..im not saying thts bad he has a gf n hes flirting with anda girl. how do u think tht girl feels? soon tht girl will be her and hes doing the same thing 2 anada girl. smh. 2) my family is stressing the crap out of me. 3) my cuzin is dead. 4) my  bf is a jerk no a jackass. 5) i feel like im fighting a ones man battle. im going therough a lot right now. So im turning 13 and having a party....waiting to see how thats going to come out. 6) my sisters missing. :( im crying til i cant no more. So im going to show evry 1 that i grown a back bone. I'll admit that im not the same girl who wrote tht first blogpost. I'm going 2 make a vow to stand up and speak..EVEN if it means standing alone. listen to this song...bruno mars- all she knows

celebs...starting a new trend....DRIINKING!

So heartthrob taylor launtner from twilight was acting vey weird on facebook this morning. He put on his stus what sounds animals make. Like wtf? he said pigs oink oink. Even selena Gomez knew something was up...she was like are you sniffing that stuff? lol i just had tlo laugh. He said noooo and then said cats meow. Lol waht? its not funny. It does sound like he was drinking..First Demi lovato then Miley cyrus...now taylor....oh gawd ...u kno we might be taking it the wrong way! it might be a new trend..lol who knos. But all i know this 'trend' needs to stop whos nbext jb? HOPE NOT!

principals...im so lucky shes the asssitant principal!

Does every 1 hav it out 4 me 2 day? i mean im someone u will want to eny but come on! Waht did i ever did 2 them or anyone else. If i dont have anything gud 2 say i wont say it all. That's how u can avoid trouble or anything else that come in the way. I believe that my principal have it out for me! Not to be racist but that school is nothin but full of white kids. LET ME REPEAT I NOT RACIST. So there was this ben carson award thingy and...i won! People always did tell me that im a good writer. I feel so happy i mean who wouldnt b?  I mean who wouldnt be.. i won some serious cash ...for colooge of course. So let me get back to the story. Theprincipals name Ms.Rio and she have it out 4 me! eveyrthing..i mena anything that happens she thinks'' o shannel have something to do with it?'' like wtf? Why in gods name will i have something to do with it? So i thinks shes the racsist 1. ok for the record im a black girl theres nothing wron with ur color..like geesh...but one thingdgs 4 sure immm  sooo lucky i mean lucky tht she isnt the principal. Cuz i woulda been outta thaT skool in a hot second. SMH OVER AND OVER AGIAN`~!****

one step closer...

I think me and my boyfriend is meant for eachother. You wanna kno y? we donot connect!!! Not at all  I just cant wait to end it...faster than u kno it. To  beta guy that deserves me. UGH itsz one of those days.Nuthing going on so far. Wait itz like fight week.  Every1 wants to fight! y? i mean i kno im a goddy to shoes but i cant help it. Plus theres a goodside to being a goddy to shoes....All the baddboys fall for good girls. Believe me in 3rd grade this bad boy liked me then in 5th grade anda 1 liked me and da  6th grade so did anda 1 now in 7th grade another dude likes me n he is not good! so each day is 1 ste closer into me breaking up with im. I cant tell any1 becuz they will tell him and then he will avoid me. So wen he think we kool..we aint i just cant take it. To tell you the truth we act more like friends and thats all we will ever be....

MOVIE MANIA

Movie theaters better thank me for this. I am like advertding their movies. Anyway...movie maina a new segment on my blog. Instead of going through all this trouble going through a newspaper and waiting to watch 4 previews visit my blog to give you updates about whats going on. My news is current not last year but current. This is another reason why my blog is one of the bestest...(Hopefully) ok moovie mania. Lets see movies that are coming soon. Oh! the Roomate. PG-13/. Its like  obsessed some stalker chick movie. For those of you who watch gossip girl the stalker chick in this movie is the girl that play blair in gossip girl. i heard its intersting. Also little fockers is out. Umm  im thinking to see what else..oh tangeled and soem other harry potter movie and the twilight saga. Let me just say them harry potter movies are longggggg. Its nearly 5 hours. No offense i dont know anyone willingy who would want to sit down and watch a movie dat l longg! maybe in school maybe to kill the time other than that.......i wish u all luck 4 that movie......btw if u really i mean really watch it u might like it. I cant gurantee it all i can say is that u MIGHT like it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no skool gotta love md

School here closes for no reason. One bit of snow schoill close earlie r than expected. so this is the shortest  blog post! decues

marathon of my blogs me me me and nothing but me****

im not an angel lols

im a fighter

me me and only about me!

*bored* seriously!

ok the good news about this is that my sis is out of town for a whole week. Yess so ima hang at andreas! The bestest and im going to have mega i mean odee fun. But for the mean time im seriously bored so there was no point in having this blog post up. Lil that's how bored i am so im goin to get as many blog posts as i can so the three days im not going to be on i will full it in till im on next time!
Next today was spontanuolous. My boyfriend called me sugar and defeneded me. Awwww. And not only that now my other guy friend is jealous of the connect on me and my boyfriend. i mean he never saw us together and he saw us huggiing and laughing and i saw a hint of jealousy. I mean why should he? i mean we  were freinds. I think they like seeing us yell at each other. Nope and also 2 day when i was helping this guy out he said ''tell them sugar'' awwwwww is that the sweetest thing* we talked and talked i miss him!! n im bored so there really was no meaning to this.

16 and pregnant? a mess? read this

 okay this is the girl from 16 and  pregnant. That's something i dont wanna be. Plus shes a drug addict.i'm not saying i have anything against her i just dont think what shes doing is right. I mean she has a kid to raise. Just hoping he or she wont make the mistakes you have  made and hopefully turn out better.  but somethings should stay private instead of on tvee and facebook. Her whole life is basically is on facebook she literally described her break-up with her boyfriend. Ughh she likes irritatee me because she os just out of control and i know im out of control sometimes but still! not that out of control where i sleep with guys and get knocked up? then whats worse she beats her mom?> if that was my daughter she live under my roof and my rules. I  mean she needs to go on the maury show and go what those girls through if they disrespect their parents but it's mostly their moom they disrespect!!! wow i just cant believe her. Girls dont be a fool and get knocked up. Accidents do happen but be careful dont let any 1 do that to you for free. It'll be a shame to see another girl get knocked up. 85% of the girls in the world get knocked up be 4 theyre even 16 or worse.. So remeber....be careful and safe!

am in love? is my sister going crazy? am i doomed in baltimore? important stuff

Today is one of the best dayys of my life. Today we are going to skip the drama and begin with me! today i saw my boo and na'merah (Friend) did something funny. i walked in the cafeteria and she called me and there goes my on- and -off boyfriend yanel! he's so sweet and cute and...oh my gosh. i souund practically amazed. So we hugeed about 30 times and he called me his boo and i blushed. My other friend ( jilena) said awwwww and we hugged again and i was practically blushing really..really hard. He called me 2 day and said hi 2 me like 5 timess. Wow and he finally is going to kisss ME! finally i was beginning to think he wasn't a good kisser but ill find out 2morrow....hehehehe(smiling ,mischeviously)
Topic # 2 my sister has she gone bannas>? ok heres what happened. i left the ribs out and she told me if i see any meat out  that i immediately put it in a fridge because if it was summertime it would rot. NEWSFLASH its not summer its winter. Then she kept rambling saying how lucky im not her child. Thank god for that.......she shoould be lucky that i didnt talk back it sbecause i want to stay here is y i dont otherwise helllo backtalking. Smh..........

topic#3 yes..yes i am doomed in baltimore...ughhhhh i miss ny

lindsay lohan + britney spears +me = MADNESS

ok be4 we go into  details about me the topic is britney spears and lindsay lohan.Those of you who do not know them well britney is a blonde and left her kids in the car in the front while driving and they had no seat belt so thats child abuse. So they took them away from her and she sorta drinks. Also u might know her little sister jamie lynn spears from her show zoey101.  ok and for linsay lohan she was on the parent trap is bi or lesbian idk..yet but im sure she is 1 of the 2. Listen i have NOTHING AGAINST those kind of people i just..dont go that way. also starred in several other movies. Now she's in jail and rehab for drinking and drivingf and writing  "f  u" on her fingers. so they sent her to jail for lke 90 days. Wow they both got something in common. Being a mess,. But they're changin turning intoa different person. Brit shes making a new single and is working 2 get her kids back and lindsat what can i say........? she's doing somethinfg by  going to jail teach her self respect and i hope she comes out in a difffffernt person...now me. i almost just almost ggot into a figth with this hootcie mama who was..nevermind. what she did was wrong. i went on the wrong bus and she lookin me up and down! i looked right at her im not afraid to get into a fight and she talking smack and bull isf she have something to say say it to my face! ppl these days.

ok rhianna (POP STAR) nikki (RAPPER) wth is going on?

so i hope u guys recently heard that rhiannia and nikki menage can be lesbians. NOT that i have anything againt those kinda people.....i really dont it;'s fiind with me but juzst dont try it on me. seriously. On twiiter they tweeted with a hint not even a hint. They were flirting!!!!!!!!  heres a recap on there converse on twiiter

After tweeting a voluptuous picture of the two, Rihanna posted  Me and Nikki in our new crib, lol! Getting: " busy on set of FLY!!! Its so hard to keep my hands off!"
Not to be outdone, Nicki responded, "@rihanna lol. If we're gonna liv 2gthr and hook up u gotta learn how 2 spell my name! Lmaooooooo. ---- Gossip Gossip ni#@a just stop it! :p"
And it didn't end there -- RIhanna got back to her, writing, "@NICKIMINAJ b***h don't u hear me askin what my OWN name is??? Lol! My bad, I'll make it up to u *wink*"

Of course, it's probably all in good fun, but with their big new track and award-winning ways, what a duo that would be. Hey, Rihanna is recently single. WOW

stick 2 wat u say i clearly need 2 follow my own advice....

Mondays is a sucky day the day you get back to school on the weekends and here in  baltimore ''A day's''  and sowing class (my personal hell) is my ''bdays'' isnt that weird. So rember when i wanted to be a different changed person for the new years.....well it didnt go so well. Ok i kno theres something my freinds aren'tt tellling me. Becuz 2day they were acting real weird. anyways since break is over instead of hitting the tv and magazines and online....i have to crack down on my books and have to get my sowing science and gym grades up. So no cracking up on gossip and stuff ....4 now

RANDOM*****

This is a random blog post and i talk about anything let a secret or 2 slip....''acidently'' and share a list of bad incidents, good incidents, and just palin embarrasssing! this is not only going to talk about me but  embarassing things about celebs and since its sunday the day be4 skool starts up again  let's ahve fun. Also this post is very RARE. let me repeat very RARE. so tis is a long list so listen up.
OK the most embarrsassing thingt that happened to me this year was when my half bra almost slipped while i was playing basket ball.

also the most embarasssing clebe thing was when britney was caught chetaing and drinking and when khole or was it cloey kardaishian who had tthe abusive boyfriend/husband? That the whole kardashian famiy hated! they talked behind they're back without them knowing and then found out when it was on t.v. That was hilarious and embarassing. Ok back to me one more secret and we'll wrap it up. OK there was this one time when i accidently fell in the toliet seat when i didnt know the seat was up. Embarrasinig!!!!! ok thats it for the raandom****

the big ''13'' oh my!

Ok it's finally januaryb and its son going to be my bday yurp! lol so happy and i ahve a party to kick it off. AWSOME! yes no parents no siblings unfournatrely left with  a annoying older bossy selfish nephew. (eckkk) ok and some serious drama after christmas break. rumors break hearts jaelaousyy uh thats middle school for ya. There's something  you just dont tell adults because 1. they will make the situation even worse

2. Theywill i REPEAT will make u an outsider. Who will  make u feel horriable into admiting the truth. That's why we kids keep it to our self.

ok back to me. Now that im turing thirtteen im a pre-tteeen going to the eighth grade next year and soon will be entering highskool. I hope its not anything that you see on t.vv. if itss som1 beta have a camerA when the drama and action begans to start. But since im turning thirteen im going to prove evry1 wrong im going 2 be somebody one day. oh some xleb gossip. Srry we hadnt had any in a long long long time. ok remeber the girl who starred in ''that's so Raven"" she was lets say over weighted. But now she's slimmer as ever. can u beleive it? my eyess  pooped out when i saw the dramtic weight loss. to add drama to the mix zac efron and vanness hudgen no more/???  they've been togther for like 4 years and  a month. I was shocked but was caused it. mhnmmm i just cant beleive it